Today is the day I am officially letting you go.

I have done all that I can, and have cried all my tears.

You are now just another aquantaince, as I don't truly know you anymore.

I am glad that over the past 5 years we have been so close, you have brought me much joy and happiness, yet caused me so much pain and anguish.

No, I haven't returned your calls, and I'm sorry you feel that is low of me.

An explanation is all I've been creating in my head for so long now.

And if an explanation is what you need then here it is:

I love you dearly, which is why I cannot sit here and watch you destroy yourself day after day.

I have cried too many tears for you as well as with you. It makes me sad to say I have to let you go, but if only you heard any of my words over the past 4 years. I promised you I would be there to the best of my ability, and I believe I stuck to my word. I am sorry you are such a fallen angel, but I cannot help you anymore. Saturday was the last night I could cry with you, I told you how I felt, how you will die if you don't stop. You've always known how much I hated you putting yourself through all of this time and time again. You have promised to stop, and you did, because I made you. But you couldn't stop forever. I have forgiven you over and over, but I've hit a dead end. You lie to me everyday, you have stolen from me, you have stolen from my family, and you insist on hurting everyone around you. You spat cruel words to everyone around you, which makes me cringe with disgust. I couldn't help you if I wanted to anymore. You may think I owe you more, but I owe you nothing, you owe yourself the world, a clean world. I hope one day you achieve whatever it is you choose to strive for, and that you begin to appreciate everything you take for granted right now. Don't waste your beautiful soul, life is a gift. I wish you all the best in the future, I will always love you, and cherish our memories. Goodbye Ange!x0x0

I was running wild when my boyfriend came home yesterday to tell me what had just happened to him and his friend.

Steve and Mike were skateboarding at Winakwa community center, a place I hung out at from the time I was 12-17, and never felt threatened in the least.

Keep in mind at this point these are two 22 year old guys who just started skateboarding the past month as something to pass the time.

So they're minding their own business doing some tricks when a car of four boys pulls up and parks. Still minding their own business they Steve and Mike keep doing their tricks.

One of the boys gets out of the car, (Steve says he looks 15 or 16), and says "Olly that curb, or we'll beat you both down! We have guns."

Are you FUCKING KIDDING ME!?!?!?!?!?!

Steve said he didn't know what to say. So he laughed, and the kid says "do you even know who I am?"

Steve says no, I'm not in high school anymore so I really wouldn't know who you are and I really don't care.

The kids get super pissed off and get right in his face and tell him they'll bash his face in with his skateboard if he doesn't pull off the trick.

Steve tries the trick to amuse them. He misses it. Three of the guys start circling him, while Mike and Steve just stand there staring at them.

After standing 3 cm's from Steve's face, cursing and threatening them the 4th guy tells them they have to go, they get in their car and take off without doing anything to either Steve or Mike.

Okay..............so can you imagine my reaction to this ridiculous situation!

Sixteen and with a gun. ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME!!!!!!!!

I know this is a crazy world, and maybe I want to give most people the benefit of the doubt, but to pull an ultimatum to pull of a trick or I'm gonna beat you up and possibly shoot you is just CRAZY beyond all craziest!

Steve and Mike are lucky I wasn't there. I have enough trouble holding my tongue as it is nevermind being in this stupid situation. I would have been running my mouth like I had verbal diarrhea. We probably would have gotten shot.

The confrontation is not what is scary, its the fact they claim they have a gun. What if they did have a gun? What if they were some crazy motherfuckers that were out to kill someone? What if, what if, what if.................

To all you little pricks out there thinking your so cool with your g'd out clothing and weapon accessories,.............FUCK YOU!!!!

I wish I had something better to say to you, but I don't have a gun or knife to defend myself, and I don't flaunt who I am, or bear tattoos on my forearms, so I don't think I'd stand a chance.

I do however have faith in the fact that one of these days on your crazy little journeys, flashing your little guns, someone bigger and even crazier than you will hold a gun to your little 16 year old head and scare you so bad you piss your pants!