Broken

It's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all.

That may be true, but losing is the most devastating thing of all.

I have just lost my best friend, my love, my world.

I sit here with my stomach in knots, and my head spinning with thoughts.

What happened?

I am at a loss for words.

My heart sinks deeper and deeper every second, and my pain never subsides.

Yes this is still very fresh to me, But I can honestly say I will never get over this completely.

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My best friend, the one who knows my deepest thoughts, everything I do, my plans for my future, and most of all just the person I am. Gone.

My love, my first true true love. They(I don't know who they are)say you never find a better love than your first. I believe it. My first was everything to me.

I couldn't have made any more sacrifices than I did, I couldn't have tried any harder than I did.

I love you so much, and it kills me that you're not here beside me.

I will always love you! From the bottom of my broken heart, I will ALWAYS love you!

I pray to god that you find what you're looking for, and you find inner peace with yourself.

I'll love you forever and always babe. Take care!x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0