I know you dont' quite get why this had to be done.
But when you are living your life for someone else you're not actually living.
To hear you say I am the only reason you are still alive is a scary thing.
I had been ignoring all of this for a long time, and look where it got us.
When we split last time we should have kept it that way.
Instead we tried to pretend everything was alright when really it was unravelling right before our eyes.
I'm sorry if you feel like I am abandoning you when you need me most, sometimes I feel that way, but I am still right here.
I know its not the same, and I can't apologize enough for that.
You have to think positive, and remember you will be a better person in the end.
You'll be yourself again.
And if we never become what we always dreamed of together, just know I will always love you,
and I cannot wait to meet the new person you become.
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Lindsey:
This is really an extremly beautifully written post.
I am sorry to hear what you are writing because I can feel the pain coming off of the words.
I am glad to see that you know that you can never fix anyone. But the person who is in extreme pain can get help. There is lots of help out there. Psychologists can really help a person deal with the things they need, because things always come up and you can't push them down forever.
We have to get together soon, just to give each other a kiss and hug and love and support.
I love you.
Renee
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